loakii
06-22-2012, 21:26
I am probably somewhere in the wrong in my thought process. The constant reading posts about we need to step up and participate in the Clan Ops, or you better not be playing other games during clan ops. I feel almost like a P.O.S cause with a hectic work schedule, attempting to continue college education, and having family, I can maybe make 1 clan Op per weekend.
But after two weeks of trying to play Clan Ops to be part of the TEAM, I am tired of attempting. You ask "What does he mean by this?" It has nothing to be bored with the game, or the repetitiveness of it all. It is almost fate that tells me at best case maybe 1 hour before the match if I am going to be able to play. My fault is I can't say in week in advance if I can play. But hey I still try to get on and support. Last week it took 1 1/2 hrs in to the op before I was able to find a group to play(couldn't even post in the forums if I was going to be able to play, because someone locked the post because they were upset there wasn't enough participants saying they were going to play). This nights OP, I won't lie I quit playing after 1 1/2 hours of not finding a group. Why did I quit, because I am for one not that good enough of player to run Lonewolf and be competitive. And when it comes to Clan Ops that's what it is about, be competitive as a team. Now I keep my console turned off, so I cant be subjected at for playing other game during Clan Ops, even knowing I have this time set aside and blocked out to be able to play games.
I am debating if I should just drop the elite side of the clan and play the game with community but on my terms when I truly can play.
I am not looking for pity or sorry's or even condolences because I probably lost my marbles with all this rolling around in my head.
I felt like I needed to get a RANT out. Thanks for listening and reading
But after two weeks of trying to play Clan Ops to be part of the TEAM, I am tired of attempting. You ask "What does he mean by this?" It has nothing to be bored with the game, or the repetitiveness of it all. It is almost fate that tells me at best case maybe 1 hour before the match if I am going to be able to play. My fault is I can't say in week in advance if I can play. But hey I still try to get on and support. Last week it took 1 1/2 hrs in to the op before I was able to find a group to play(couldn't even post in the forums if I was going to be able to play, because someone locked the post because they were upset there wasn't enough participants saying they were going to play). This nights OP, I won't lie I quit playing after 1 1/2 hours of not finding a group. Why did I quit, because I am for one not that good enough of player to run Lonewolf and be competitive. And when it comes to Clan Ops that's what it is about, be competitive as a team. Now I keep my console turned off, so I cant be subjected at for playing other game during Clan Ops, even knowing I have this time set aside and blocked out to be able to play games.
I am debating if I should just drop the elite side of the clan and play the game with community but on my terms when I truly can play.
I am not looking for pity or sorry's or even condolences because I probably lost my marbles with all this rolling around in my head.
I felt like I needed to get a RANT out. Thanks for listening and reading